I Have Writers Block So I’m Just Going To Say It

We all face it as bloggers and/or writers.  A blank page, staring back at you, mocking you.  “Haha, you can’t think of anything to write on me.”, I can hear the page saying.  “Bastard piece of paper!  Why won’t you let my thoughts stain your emptiness!?“, I ponder.

The oddity of this phenomenon is that each and every time we prepare a post, article, or whatever you want to call it, we start with a blank page.  So why can’t we transfer our thoughts through the tips of our fingers onto the keyboard every time?

Over the course of the last 48 hours, I’ve been attempting to tell my readers something special that happened to me last Friday.  I wrote, deleted, and started over again.  I must have done this three times before I decided to walk away.  And after a 20 minute break to gather my thoughts, I was at it again; only to write, delete, and start over again.  Again, this repetitious behavior started after an hour break this time.  And again, I achieved the same results.

My plan was to write a touching, heartfelt post about how I had spent the last 5 years of my life working my butt off to become a network administrator.  I also planned to include the fact that I was leaving my very well-established eight year military career behind, in order to attempt a career in information technology.  Furthermore, I was going to add in the facts that my wife and I welcomed two babies into the world, maintained our full-time jobs throughout the four years I was studying, and all the things she sacrificed to help me pursue my education and “dream job”.

And I wasn’t going to stop there.  I was going to explain to my readers that I was the last member of my immediate family to obtain my Bachelor degree, and how I had pursued and successfully passed multiple information technology certification tests while we were raising our three children and studying for my Bachelor degree.  And I wasn’t going to let my readers forget that my military job was that of a military policeman and not anything related to information technology.

I was going to go on and tell my readers how after searching on-line for a job for four to five hours a day for 2 1/2 months that I finally got an interview.  Then I was going to continue by telling them I landed my first IT job as a support technician in July 2010.

After I was through discussing that, I was going to tell my readers that after five long years of busting my rump which included staying up late finishing papers, working night shift for my new company, going from a Staff Sergeant in the military with ten subordinates all the way back down to the bottom of the totem pole, and my wife sacrificing her sanity and everyday life for me, that I was informed last Friday I was selected as the newest network administrator for my company.

To conclude, I was going to attempt to explain how proud of myself I was, how proud of my wife I was for her support, and how exhilarating the feeling of completing a five year goal felt like.  I had finally done it.  I finally achieved my goal of becoming a network administrator.

But for whatever reason, I just could not get that on “paper”.  I tried and tried again, only to fail over and over again.  I have writers block so I’m just going to say it…

…I got promoted to Network Administrator last Friday!!

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10 thoughts on “I Have Writers Block So I’m Just Going To Say It

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    • Thanks Michael! A lot of hard work and perseverance indeed. I had/have a great deal of support which made it that much easier.

      Lovely to see you again. Have a Merry Christmas and safe new year!

      Take care,

      Joe

  2. Even though you were struggling for words, I think you said it just perfect. What wonderful news — congratulations! Sounds like you have some great stories to tell, and a wonderful future ahead. I wish you and your family all the best.

    So you were an MP? My father was in the Marines (during the Vietnam War), and I have great respect for the men and women who serve our country. Thank you.

    One of my favorite authors is a man named Lee Child. Have you heard of him? His main character is a man named Jack Reacher, a former MP. And Reacher is one of my most beloved literary heroes of all time. You might want to check out the books, there’s a whole series. One of his newest, “61 Hours” is my current favorite. But I’ve read all his books multiple times!

    • Thank you so much Melissa!

      I will definitely check out this author you speak of. While I rarely read “regular” (as opposed to technical) books due to my hectic personal and work schedule, I do enjoy conspiracy and military themed literature.

      Again, thanks for the congratulatory comment as well as your appreciation for veterans!

  3. Congrats Joe! Enjoy the success and do not forget to set the next milestone bro…. You have every reason to celebrate Christmas this year. All the best. May get all success in life.

    • I appreciate the kind words Arindam. This was quite the milestone for me and I’m not real sure what the next one is going to be. I do have some goals in mind, certainly not on this level, but goals nonetheless.

      Once I get acclimated to my new job, I’ll begin pursuing those goals and see where I end up.

      And yes, Christmas came early for me this year. I got promoted, Merry Christmas to me!

      It’s nice seeing you as always Arindam.

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